Although there is so much bad stuff going on with people in my life I do feel a bit guilty about coming home and just chillin\u2019.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m gonna unload Thursday night on ya \u2019cause after my update I went and watched ER, even though I hardly ever watch that show, I just did. It had me bawling when the little girls\u2019 mother died. Big deal. People die on that show every week, don\u2019t they?<\/p>\n
Then I called Shan\u2019s house to find out how her hospital visit the other night went. She wasn\u2019t home. Her brother\u2019s fiancee answered the phone and told me that she was in the hospital again and wasn\u2019t going to tell me why.\u00a0 When I told her that my sister and I were the ones who brought her in on Wednesday night for the back pains, she paused\u00a0for a second, and then said that Shan was in the hospital for something else. She had a nervous breakdown and was going to be there for awhile. I told her thank you and hung up. A breakdown? Surprised? You bet. But she had good reason, I\u2019m sure! This girl has been dealt a shitty hand, let me tell you. I can\u2019t even go into details right now about her if you don\u2019t already know. I was very upset at learning this. I didn\u2019t know what to do or how to feel. I think now that mostly I was sad and confused, to say the least.<\/p>\n
Then after that, I talked to my mom. She said she had to go to a funeral for a man who was kind of young to have died of lung cancer, which is what my grandmother is dying of. She\u2019s got maybe until July, so the doctors say, which brings me to recap the weekend.<\/p>\n
On Friday I went down to Waterville, Minn., to my parent\u2019s travel trailer they\u2019ve got set up at a summer resort . Stayed there Friday and Saturday all day and it was a bit chillier than normal. I did get to visit alot with my folks and their friends that were there for the weekend.<\/p>\n
Then on Sunday morning, we went up to\u00a0drop in on\u00a0Grandma and my aunt and uncle, who planned for our surprise visit and lunch for Mother\u2019s Day.\u00a0 From the last few times I visited Grandma, I have to say that she looks fabulous and I don\u2019t believe it when they tell me she\u2019s not going to be around much longer. All this talk about death and cancer and whatnot has got me sad lately and I don\u2019t know what to think.<\/p>\n
On a different subject, I know that I\u2019m staying at my current job for now, but I\u2019m keeping my options open.\u00a0 There is a position available at a bank downtown and I\u2019ve got an interview on Friday with the VP.\u00a0 She seems nice and I\u2019ve been told by an insider (who is also a friend) that it is a pleasant place to work and I know there will be more money (what could that hurt?) so I am hoping to get it, just for a change of scenery. I\u2019ll let you know more later.<\/p>\n
Tomorrow I\u2019m having friends over for a birthday dinner and then Thursday I need to go shopping and visit with my sis, it\u2019s been awhile.<\/p>\n
Well it\u2019s getting late once again and I\u2019ve got to get to bed but I\u2019ll be back later.<\/p>\n
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Although there is so much bad stuff going on with people in my life I do feel a bit guilty about coming home and just chillin\u2019. I\u2019m gonna unload Thursday night on ya \u2019cause after my update I went and watched ER, even though I hardly ever watch that show, I just did. It had … <\/p>\n