June 01, 2004
Fuck! What is my problem??! Today was sitting there at work and I burst into tears. Damn him, having that kind of control over me.
I can’t even act normal these days. Hell, I don’t even know what ‘normal’ feels like anymore.
It just hurts that here I sit, a moping, sorry-ass shell of the person I used to be. I can’t believe it. 3 years of me and him,
[more of “Arrrgghh!”…]
May 31, 2004
I know there’s a long list out there of countless webloggers asking for donations, and I guess you could add me to that list. I am just asking for a few dollars from anyone who can spare it, to help me start my life over again.
But I am putting a different spin on the whole blog donation thing by running a giveaway contest. If you help me out you get a chance to win a prize!
May 28, 2004
Perfect.
Rain & cold forecasted all weekend, (not like I have a huge social butterfly list of activities planned) and to top it all off, I get my lovely monthly bill this morning.
I was supposed to cat-sit this weekend (highlight of my month, lemme tell ya–what a loser, huh?) anyway, I came home after 5pm tonight to find a note from the cat’s owner, saying he couldn’t fit his key under my door, so he says the building manager will look after the little furball. Hey! He said he wasn’t leaving town until after six! Whatever.
So there went my busy weekend. God forbid I’d have some kind of responsibility. I tossed the note and went into the bedroom and changed into sweats and threw my hair up into a scrunchie (fabulous invention!), breathed a huge sigh of relief to be off work for a few days and put in some quality couch time. Gotta run now, I forgot I actually do have some web site work and housecleaning to do.
May 23, 2004
With the sound of buzzing cicadas. I’m so glad I don’t leave in the eastern part of the country! These things would give me nightmares. I can’t even stand small spiders let alone a couple billion of these cicada things buzzing all around. Some people actually eat them. Ewwww!
At least they’re ewww to me. I don’t know about you. Some have compared eating these bugs to be not unlike eating shrimp, lobster, or crawfish. Yes, even though those are sea creatures they spend part of their lives as arhropods…insects.
You can have all of ’em. I hope they stay the hell away from Minnesota!
Queen For a Day or A Swan?
Remember that show Queen For A Day? Back in the 50s this show would get letters from women from all over the country to tell of how they slave all day at home and get nothing for it, or their child came down with some awful disease and died and sort of like how Oprah does, they get to come on the show and get pampered, sent off on lavish vacations and given makeovers and whatnot?
Well that’s kinda what The Swan reminded me of. I was watching it the other night (by accident of course) while trying to eat my dinner, which I couldn’t finish once I was given an eyeful of the load of fat they sucked out of one of these unfortunate creatures. I say unfortunate because, yeah, so your teeth are all messed up and you have a weak chin, a pot belly and no bustline to speak of. So why doesn’t this show do like Queen For A Day or Oprah, instead of the drastic surgery measures and crappy fake boobs? I say give these chickies a new wardrobe from Saks, tell them they’re beautiful and give them a free year’s worth of self esteem therapy. Then set them up with a new leather recliner, a box of wine, tickets for a 7-day cruise in the Bahamas, and send them on their way!